My heart always beat for you, and now it would end with you.

No more shall I wait,for every moment seems like a year, no more shall think,for every thought makes me think only of you, no more shall I feel,for every touch brings me closer to u, no more shall I live for every breadth brings me your fragrance, who are you, for u are the pulse that is the beat of my heart.

Each day as it passes, seems like a year has eroded of my life. Each breadth I take seems like the lesser I want to live. With each beat of my heart, brings death closer to me. Why am I so sad, so lonely so unequivocal.
Who were you? Why does it seem you were me and I were you. Why is that I prayed that I prayed to God and asked only for you. Why is it that my every moment was for you. You were mine and you always will be.
My soul, my love,my desire, my life... my wish, you were everything that made me complete.
Every reason,every inspiration, they couldn't exist it weren't for your presence.
Every logic,every word, you made my intelligence alive.
If there was life after death,and life after even that life, I never wished anything from God but you.I offered him to take my everything,just to be with you...for eternity.
But that day. Oh that day! In this chaotic city, where there is peace only in the infinity of the ocean, I wanted to take you out. Oh how long it had been, when I had been with you, only with you, caught in the rush of the city, trying the best,making the best for us. And I felt I wasn't living anymore,for the time with you spent,was getting less and less even more.
We had gone to the nostalgic gateway Of India, where I had first seen you,clicking photographs, giving sweets to the street kids,scolding them teaching them laughing with them. The strain of muscles on your face, as they widened to let the world glitter with your shining teeth, your smile that that would light a million bulbs of happiness across the world, and you clicked. That camera,a professional one for sure, the way it hugged across your neck, making me jealous, for it seemed it took you away in his arms,to the world of click,click click.
And suddenly you were coming towards me. I felt a little sense of fear. Did you read my thoughts I said to myself. You got nearer,I heart beat faster, like the ray of light from an enigma coming close to touch you.
"Excuse me", you told me. Well squeeze me I thought heard."Can you help me take these scenic view?",you asked me."Of course I replied",As if I had the the desire to say no. And as you set the stand for the photo. Click,click click. The sound of the camera came like the beats from A. R Rehman. Hmmm beauty can make you mad, I had read.But the madness I would like to live with for my whole life. God,I thought, make me insane, but let me live with this girl for my whole life.